downswing

alright so i know a lot of people expected this, some rooted for it. but ive taken a hit, im down 40k today. had a couple of really bad hands. it was at 10-20 and 25-50. i have a lot more of my game to work on. im in the process of cashing out most of my roll, so i can stay at the lower limits. im not really on tilt, im not really angry, this pretty much has happened to me everytime ive tried moving up limits, ive always lost my first time. and its stupid and immature for me to bitch about losing when you have to lose to learn. of course, today is the biggest loss of my life, but im not really angry, or tilted. i hope this means im growing up and will be able to handle myself even more professionally in the future. for now im going to count my blessings and try to write up a plan for the future, hopefully im not in too deep and i can still make this a +6 figure year. if anyone has any suggestions, id love to hear it.